how?

How do you (and by you, I mean I) close a door you don’t want to close?

A door you were (and still are) convinced was the right door?

How do you move from now…to not now…to not yet…to, maybe…never?

How do you reconcile the hopes and the sadness? The beauty and the loss?

How do you believe that God is in control and His timing is perfect when everything inside you is reaching and wanting and feeling the heavy emptiness next to you?

How do you learn these lessons and grow beyond childish impatience?

 

I wish I knew…

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